3am Vestiges

2022.01.26 04:31 TheLastDance_ 3am Vestiges

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I find it disturbing that my hands curl up in disgust whenever they get close to touching you. I just don’t know what the source of this emotion is… Is it me? Because they recognize that I cannot measure up to my previous self? The raw passion I had… Trying to hide myself from the world, right between your borders. Or maybe they are disgusted with you? How you handicapped me and lured me in with a promise of sanctuary… A place where everyone is equal, ugly, twisted, dark, afraid… Understanding of the scars we all have on us…A family I guess..
I think I lost my key… I think the paradise became too small I mean we all out grow apartments or houses…or if you have new additions to the family… I mean we all have to move on right?
Ha! Who I am kidding, But for some reason I needed to leave you… Pathetic right? Trust me I still laugh today… I laugh… I keep the blanket over the mirror I tell myself I’m getting better without you
Am I?
Okay yes earlier I lied and said I lost the key… Yea I still have the key…remember? Yup the pencil with chew marks on it and no eraser. I believed I should never erase what I released inside your lines… I needed to look at myself…with every Iota revealing another Centimeter of my character….
Sadly….well lately I’ve woken up most of the mornings and never looking in the Mirror to see who I am.
Actually….I threw the mirror out the window….
Every poem, journal entry, memory, tears, misspelled word…every inch of me….
Gone…. I just wanted to say hello, you know for the longest I hated you…I hated her…I hated this amalgamation….
I wanted to watch it all burn…. And I did. But I think I’m worse off because of that decision. Forgetting who I was...was the dumbest mistake I ever made
Because now I don’t even know what my innocence used to look like…
Sincerely, …………….
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2022.01.26 04:31 asinident My personal opinion about "Airports"

The new DLC hasn't been released for nearly two years (1 year, 9 months, and 30 days to be exact). I was expecting something colossal, something more global (as one user pointed out a long time ago, even his list looks more interesting) than what I got. I didn't get ANYTHING from the "Airports" DLC.
I would very much like to see something other than modular airports (perhaps specialization of districts, new buildings that are not only related to the airport).
For example, in "Afterdark", in addition to the mechanics of the city at night, interesting mechanics of entertainment and tourism were added, which helped to diversify the city. The "Campus" added mechanics of scientific works, museums, various sports stadiums, in addition to creating their campuses. In "Sunset Harbor", which also seemed to be a failure (before the release of "Airports"), in addition to fishing, they added new services, public transport hubs (which would be more logical to see in "Mass Transit").
Even the possibility of creating your airline was not finalized, although there was a place where you had a field day. Nothing but the airline office there. Only the logo, the name, the color of the planes and that's it. The only slider is ticket prices. What?
What good things have been added? New trees, the ability to change trees on roads with trees, the combination of passenger and freight traffic in one "building" (airport area). Nothing else.
My verdict: I'm disappointed with this DLC, in case anyone wants my opinion. Many were waiting, if not for Cities Skylines 2, then for something more powerful (again, referring to the post of the user whose suggestions are more interesting and logical).
What do you think?
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2022.01.26 04:31 Mammoth-Owl7821 Are awkward pauses on first or second dates bad?

I went on a date tonight with a guy I just met for the first time a couple of days ago. Our first date was absolutely spectacular, it lasted five hours and we went to three different places. He walked me home and gave me a kiss good night and texted me all day the next day. We went out again tonight and things were very different. We met a little bit later because we both had to work late but we still wanted to see each other and not wait until the weekend.. end it was good at first, but towards the middle of the date after about an hour or so there started to be a lot of pauses in our conversation. I don’t know if it’s because we’re not fully comfortable enough with each other yet or if it’s because I just saw him a couple of days ago and there’s not much to talk about that’s happened in our lives since then, but I didn’t know what to say. He kissed me at the restaurant though and it was amazing. But every time he kissed me after we finish kissing I would just sit there for a minute or two and he would do the same. I also felt a bit awkward making out in front of so many people at the place, so maybe that was part of it.. Is this bad? We were still there for about 2 hours. I’m just worrying about whether or not it’s a bad sign. I felt comfortable during the silence, I just didn’t have anything to say and I was thinking about how I felt about him. But I’m worried he’s going to see it as a sign we’re not as compatible as maybe he thought we were earlier this week. He walked me home and gave me another long kiss good night before I went inside. I still really enjoyed it overall and I had a good time, I’m just wondering how he’s feeling and if it made him uncomfortable/confused. I texted him once I got home and told him I had a great time and he hearted the message but didn’t reply..
What do you think? Do guys see silence on dates as a bad sign?
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