Late 20s MtF, feel like this is hopeless

2021.11.30 03:40 Lipgloss42 Late 20s MtF, feel like this is hopeless

I am a 26 yo trans woman who started HRT a few weeks ago. It feels good to have started, but I have recently been having a lot of thoughts that I'm wasting my time and I should give up because of my age and stature.
I'm 6 ft tall with huge feet, hands, and shoulders and there is no way I will ever pass as a woman. My hairline is masculine and my brow is prominent, I have a noticeable adams apple. I basically have every roadblock you could possibly have to looking like a woman, so i find myself asking, whats the point? It feels like I'm ultimately setting myself up for even more disappointment when I still dont pass after years on HRT. If I started when I was 18 I had a good chance of passing, now theres no way I will without insanely expensive surgeries.
It feels like by starting too late I've doomed myself to a life of self-hate, ridicule from others, and always chasing the next surgery. Passing feels like a distant dream, and I'm so angry that I wasn't educated on transgender people at a young age, so I had to figure all of this out on my own. Well, now I'm too fucking old to do anything about it.
I know people are going to hugbox me and say "its never too late." It really feels too late. I've already decided that if HRT doesn't do anything for me, I will just end my life. Seeing all these young trans girls fills me with so much jealousy. If I was born 10, even 5 fucking years later, 5 FUCKING YEARS. That couldve been me. Instead I'm contemplating suicide on a daily basis.
Is there any hope at all?
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2021.11.30 03:40 MichielElshout Wel zo handig, de Wappie-Coronakaart.

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2021.11.30 03:40 IMGastroboy Super troop timer rework

I donate either super minions or rocket loons in our clan cc for defense in war and CWL, but I don't use either of these super troops in my regular war troop combinations. Super wallbreaker is my staple active supertroop but when certain bases may require other supertroop combinations for a viable 3 star attack my attacking options are really limited by the THREE DAY supertroop timer. Sure it costs 25K DE to activate each supertroop and making it last for 3 days is a cost-effective notion. However, with more super troops coming in the next updates (i hope), I'd like to test them out more and with the abovementioned problem with the timelock, here are my suggestions:

  1. Decrease the super troop timer to 12 hours: rationale, I get to load my clan's cc defense troops with superminions and rocket loons or whatever combination comes up in the meta. In regular wars, i can use up to two combinations of 4 different super troops at my disposal when it comes to attacking.
  2. Since the timer will be decreased from 3 days to 12 hours, make the cost 4000 DE. I think it's fair enough.
  3. Superpotions may now be less effective i know, probably rework that too as a HERO PET potion and instead of the skull tag make it a bone.
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2021.11.30 03:40 Adventurous_Web_8068 Where is my Satan?

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2021.11.30 03:40 GlitteringCookie4430 Arigameplays - She really is ... ???

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2021.11.30 03:40 ErenYDidNothingWrong I call this Low Risk Investments

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2021.11.30 03:40 Educational-Gur-8035 How To Get ONYX Twice In Halo Infinite.

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2021.11.30 03:40 Rakkuuuu Question on Blue Balls

Hi, I'm currently 60 days into nofap but today I looked at porn for a few hours (I know I shouldn't have), I didn't masturbate, I didn't even get an erection but now I'm restless as hell and I have blue balls. So my question is did I fail nofap? Or do I move on from here and hope the pain goes away? Would you reset your counter if you were in my situation?
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2021.11.30 03:40 michaelnoir A Pre-Viking Scandinavian silver pendant, 6th century AD, from Artemis Gallery. (1200x1343)

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2021.11.30 03:40 robofoodie A little too earnest Eulogy for #RIP Ludwig

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2021.11.30 03:40 GlitteringCookie4430 Arigameplays - She really is ... ???

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2021.11.30 03:40 KING-9-RAGNAR Critique my pull day workout for maximum hypertrophy

I did my best to apply science to these workouts to achieve maximum hypertrophy and to keep each pull work out diverse enough to hit the same muscles from different angles in the same week let me know if you think I need more sets more reps or an exercise that I'm missing completely, thanks.
1) Pull ups - 3 sets to Failure
2) T-Bar Rows - 3×8-12
3) Machine High Row - 3×8-12
4) Half Kneeling Cable pull Down - snatch grip barbell shrugs - 3×8-12
5) Snatch Grip Barbell Shrugs - 3×8-12
Tri Set
6.1) Reverse Grip Dumbell curls - 3×12
6.2) Hammer curls - 3×10
6.3) Bicep Curls - 3×8
1) Unilateral Pull Downs- 3×8-12
2) Bent Over Barbell Rows- 3×8-12
3) Rack Pulls- 3×10-12
4) Reverse Pec Deck- 3×8-12
5) Preacher Curls- 4×8-12
6) Cable Hammer Curls- 3 sets to failure
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2021.11.30 03:40 SweetHeatherBeee Screaming into the void

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2021.11.30 03:40 Ok_Reception_8939 $PTPI Intraday we had increasing SI and in early AH, it looked like shorts covered some. BUT still, more that can be squeezed out of PTPI. Lets keep the pressure!!

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2021.11.30 03:40 julzknowles Old phone number associated with account

Hi everyone, When I first made my account it was about a year and a half ago and I had a different number. I change my number about eight months ago and since then I have gained a decent following from my Tiktok and I now have people donating money or “gifts” in my lives. I wanted to access this money, but I need access to my old phone number in order to properly set up the account that I want to deposit my money into. I have tried to “unlink” my old phone number from the account, but in order to unlink the number Tiktok sends a verification code to the old phone number.
I have tried emails to dming tiktok support on twitter, and still no response. Anybody had this issue and fixed it somehow?
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2021.11.30 03:40 liad456 קורונה_במ

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2021.11.30 03:40 ben2468135 shop feedback - been on for just over a year now

Bensnookwoodworking this is my shop. Im a woodworker and wood turner so i make anything from bowls and pots to cutting boards and necklaces. i have lots more planned for the rest of the year so some feedback before i get to listing new items would be greatly appreciated. thanks.
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2021.11.30 03:40 decklededges Post Turkey Day Hike

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2021.11.30 03:40 desigirlvents Unequal time with family

I am getting irritated and tired of the unequal aspect of the amount of time we spend with my family versus my husbands family. We live in the same city as his parents so we see them multiple times a week. My parents live in a different city so we visit about twice a year for a few weeks at a time. When we visit my family, my husband is present and engaged for the most part but he calls his parents multiple times a day. This really frustrates me because when we are spending time with his family, I do not leave to randomly call my parents. Unless of course something is wrong. But as a norm he calls his parents the 6-7 days a year he’s even wifh my family to visit. And it just rubs me the wrong way. What’s worse is he will ask me to join on the call. Even though when we are in our home city, and I call my parents - he doesn’t join the call 99% of the time. I don’t know if I’m just being moody or ridiculous but it bothers me a whole lot. I told him that it’s annoying and he said sorry but I know it won’t change over time. I understand all relationships can’t be 50/50 in every aspect but I also don’t think 90/10 is okay. I give a lot of time to his family, and they expect it. He doesn’t give much time to my family, and they’re pretty passive so they don’t even expect or ask for it but I am sure they sense it.
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